In the
Walgreen's at the end of the street there is soup and in the soup there is
energy which you need to walk through the snow (a very long time) to the
Walgreen's at the end of the street.
If you could
go through the snow, if you have boots sturdy enough to plow through the
unplowed streets, and keep you upright, as if their uppers shot like armor to
your hips or oxters, you could get soup, you could get that energy if you had
the energy to go and the energy to pay.
The energy
you eat is called soup. The
energy to pay for soup is called money.
The feeling
when you walk through snow toward the end of the street goes on a very long
time. There is silence in all the houses and you can't quite believe the
Walgreens will be lit by round bushes of light and that there will be people
compact as skittles in there and that you have the energy to walk through snow
and boots and the energy of money to pay for soup that would give you energy to
walk through the snow the next time to the Walgreen's at the end of the street
for soup.
It takes a
very long time to walk through the snow.
You walk in
the middle of the street between the gauntlet of snow banks piled up and
beneath you another fluffy gauntlet like a comforter. You can no longer
call the street a street. It is a sheet. You are an ant crawling
across a sheet cake.
No-one hears
you as you walk that very long short way.
No-one hears you as you stand at the window to look outside feeling the
cold's seep, no longer remembering the nights of looking silently for a long
time at the bead of light that is a plane traveling across the sky or the
pleasant mornings in the bus-shelter on the main street watching the world
lurch by.
2 comments:
Mairéad, thank you for blogging publicly again. You wake up my brain.
Anna K
Thank you Anna. I am getting things in order so I can stand on solid ground. And hopefully jump, if not fly.
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